Okay, just a few little poems I wrote in the vast amount of spare time I have...
Resisting Temptation"The one I want,
Is the one I can't see.
We shared one passionate moment,
That was forbidden to me.
The one I adore,
Is the one who is best.
I don't understand how
He is not like the rest.
The one I desire,
Will bring me elation.
But for now I am strong,
And must resist temptation."
And another:
Where are You?"Snow falls softly on my cheeks
I wonder where you’ve gone.
Melting, icy tears run down,
I’m scared, what’s going on?
Tears run softly down my cheeks
I wonder why you’ve left.
Freezing now, my heart grows cold,
I feel a bit depressed...
Paranoia runs through my mind
It says you’ve left for good.
Forever now, I care for you,
Just like I said I would."
Nearly done, this is a long one...
The Comedown from a Sweet Addiction"Feeling so down,
Just sitting around.
Poetry springs to my mind;
Body and soul combined.
Tears swim in the oceans
Of my oh-so-blue eyes,
At the thought of you.
Questions rampage in my head -
"Was it lies, or was it true?"
When you said that you loved me
(And believe me, you did)
Did you mean it?
From the bottom of my heart;
My aching, love-torn heart,
I know I loved you.
Now I sit here alone
In my sea of self-pity.
With the scars on my arms
A display of my anguish.
With the tears on my cheeks
Portrayal of your betrayal.
Trapped in the playground
Where broken hearts dwell.
My monologue tells the tale;
To warn others of my plight
To steer them far, far away,
From the cruel hand of love.
Into your deep green eyes
I fell head over heels for you.
And I guess, you did too...
Your actions spoke louder
Than your words ever could.
My tongue-twisted, shy little lover.
Illicit romance,
The words you could never say to my face,
But one time.
Even then, after they were spoken,
You let go of my hand and retreated
Back into your mind.
“I love you too, Meg, but... It’s best not to say it.”
The pain of this is to let you see
Push you into my world and how I feel.
Even you cannot be blind to that.
I can survive without you,
Like a swan without it’s mate,
But it hurts more than anything else...
A poet without a rhyme,
My writings have no end.
Just like my sorrow;
A never-ending scream inside my mind.
Like a rabbit left for the fox,
Wounded and dying, I wait for my only true friend.
Death."
And finally (in a weird kind of letter format)...
My Dearest"Though I am happy in mind,
(For once truly happy)
I walk down this path alone.
I see my friends, and accept them.
Where others see faults, I only see
Minor problems, but no evil.
Problems can be overcome;
And are soon problems no more.
In the labyrinth of my thoughts
Stalks a lonely minotaur.
Quick to anger, a poor mindless beast,
I lay it's path to escape.
The enemies of mine,
They fuel it, lead it,
To where the exit lies.
The bait is set.
The trap is laid.
The darkness approaches.
I gaze over the ocean,
In anticipation of liberty.
"Island in a sea of clouds"
Is where true happiness lies.
If I could only learn to fly,
If I could only reach that happiness.
The ticket man awakens me
From a dark and dismal deam.
His innocent face looks down at me
While I struggle to shake the thoughts.
I hand him my ticket, then watch him retreat.
The sun shines down outside.
With my love,
Meg."
Sorry that it's so long, I hope someone takes the time to read this